here i am again, earlier this evening when i was leaving my seat, i started thinking that "why do they even bother to take the exams". yeah im talking abt the students. today was extremely hectic day and im not responsible. the checker and the students who appear in the examination just for the sake of passing time. everytime i started rechecking the paper,it turns out to be a big test of my nerves. first of all the stupid stupid morons who deliberately try to get themselves failed.secondly there are hell of checking mistakes in the papers. well in the beginning i pointed out every mistake but when it started getting regular. i tried to get my hands on the RED CHECKING PEN to solve the problems myself.

the girls were in a hurry,again and to my surprise two guys also made it on time. all of them busy in eating, talking and discussing electricity problems, politics and blah blah blah, really distracting for a person like me.so i started ignoring them. i heard that some guy was distributing the RED PENS there, but he never showed up on time. so i had to go down six floors,bought the pens and came back up......through stairz....:(( ironic isnt it. well i kept on working and the workers started noticing me again, i saw them giggling from the corner of my eye. well as always i dont even give a damn. thats when i realized that girls had checked all the first bundle which means no room to breath for me. i was about to get sunk in the papers again when one of the checkers came up to me and me about the superintendent.well when i called em, i got the regular answer. he wasn't going to come. DAMN IT !!

i started going through the papers and i kept on thinking the fact that y don't they all (silly students)sit at home and make my job and those similar to me, easier and more comfortable. i mean if they do such favor then it would be really convenient for us and enjoyable. well to be honest at the start of the day i knew that it was going to be ugly and it went according to its own plan.well coming back to the thing im talking about the trouble period. i lied down in my chair to take a breathe. i saw couple of people quarreling over some matter. a young man was getting out of control when the hall head guy reached there and solved the matter.

today im really pissed at my supervisor. the moron didnt show up, not only because i needed help, i needed a ride too.well after watching the drama i took a deep breath and started my work again. to be really honest, these people are fucking Egyptian history, old and pretty much out of order. i dont know how they stand themselves. cuz they are just moving their pens as fast as they can to get some extra bucks. no one cares if they have totaled correctly. i dont think they even look at the same paper again.cuz i was compelled to do on their behalf.i dont remember how many students passed,they actually failed,without even considering the option of looking it again. well thats all we can expect from these third class,low grade teachers. who get the job of teaching when they have nothing else to do.the time when they should be making a good educational base for students, they punish them and make them a psycho,like i used to be once.

now one of the checkers got my attention due to her high volume phone talk. she was laughing like a over acting clown, damn she wasn't even paying attention to the people who were looking at her in amazement. them she called somebody to whom she could discuss her daily gossips and she kept going on and on. i really wanted to leave the chair that time and eat somthing cuz i only had a sandwich in the afternoon. yeahhhhhhh !! finally the canteen guy showed up and i bought a pen and biscuit half roll. i ate and worked but the tention was increasing cuz the no. of papers left unchecked were really huge. i guess my cartoons co workers left around in the evening and the place was getting cleaned up.

its 7 on dial and im going to get out of this place. i wanna go home now. thast what i told myself angrily. im really tired, my back is pretty much similar to that of an 80year old.i gathered all my stuff and started walking. that fat guy left early i guess,i really wanted to see em. and on the last day i'll give em some dose, my special dose.

its 30th of march and i have just 25min more to write the today's proceedings, cuz LORD SHEDDING visits us at 12am. after leaving my buddies "crying" i left for the earning spot, well got there on time,as usual and called my supervisor, asked if he was there. but i got the expected answer so i decided to go CENTRAL MARKING CENTER, overcrowded as as always, i started getting insecure cuz now everyone started laying their eyes on me. i was THE YOUNGEST GUY over there, that i can confirm u. some of the gazes met mine. after landing on the 6th floor the same fat guy met me and today i attacked on him first and told him about my fixture. he kinda gave up and left. so i went to place and looked for the people i wanted to see. they werent just there,instead i saw two young ladies working in my territory. well i was kinda shocked, not that i prefer male dominace, they werent just expected. so flew over them twice, tried to recognize them. but they werent someone i knew.

After asking their id's i got to know that they were working for the same supervisor i was working for. so i sat quietly beside them,monitoring their way of checking papers and they were on fire to be really honest. they were moving their pens faster than the chase of my eye. they were just trying to kill it in one shot. i was kinda amused. i told them that i am the assistant to the head,their supervisor and their biggest nightmare for next 40 days.they werent exactly interested in my sayings so i kept my mouth shut and tried to trace my head. time to time i kept on asking them the way to do my job. they tried to help but they werent convincing so instead of embarrassing myself i preferred to wait.

i again started observing their checking style, damn they were fast and i swear to GOD, i didnt see a single paper in which they didnt fail a guy, completely. so i started recalling my time, when i was in matric. i dont know how i got passed. with that kind of checking its impossible to pass. they were hitting every ball out of the park.

i learned that i was short of 3 guys, who left earlier than my arrival. they distributed the questions and started working on them. the girls told me that it would be really hard to gather everyone everyday at same time. now that was not a good news. and then something started pinching the checkers sitting beside me. they wanted to leave early. but i didnt let them, i wanted them to meet the head. i saw the face of a checker, inflating and getting red. BUT I DIDNT EVEN GIVE A DAMN TO IT.

finally the head came and i filled out my form for assistant. i was actually disappointing to see just one slot for the assistant.it would be hard to work alone.so the head started dealing with the girls and explained their real responsibilities and then he turned for me. i started taking notes. to be really honest it really hectic. i have to control big mouth bullies without loosing my temper. they all are so senior and elder. thats what always keep me from starting a big hard discussion. my list of duties started getting long and the worst part was that i could never expect to see all the team at one time other than sunday. my list got very long. i took notes, wrote on my hand and pulled my brain for it.

then i counted the sheets, checked some papers, marked my attendance, heard some useless talking of people around me.its going to really hard tomorrow, i hope turn out well,its just day no 2.

Its 29th of march and 3pm on the dial and im waiting for my head/supervisor in the waiting area of LAHORE BOARD OFFICE ,everybody hates waiting and so do i,not becoz im guilty of being late, im just guilty of being little responsible. i remember when one of my friends Hassan Farooq told me about this internship. it seemed fascinating and really really tempting cuz of some gud bucks but the problem was that i take things really easy and simple. never try to complicate my ideas and working,keep it simple and keep it low,unless and until i have something to prove to somebody. that y im sitting over here, i gotta prove something. well i called my head for like three times and he kept on telling me to wait, wait and more wait.

im now losing some weight,not because i have eaten anything for last 6 hours but due to my brain is loosing some patience. i came here on BUS and asked 2,3 people for the address. there are some lost faces sitting in front of me, waiting for someone. alot of young people come here as far the counting of old people is concerned, damnnnn they are all over the place, now i know y the system is soo poor. well earlier i tried to search the whole place, just to pass time, on the sixth floor_where my head was supposed to meet me_ was full of so called learned people.as soon as i moved out of the lift, the fat chubby creature looked at me in disbelief. instead of escorting me to my destination he started questioning me about my reason of coming. When i tried to explain it, a grin smile appeared on his chubby face with full of sarcasm. " YR ap say nai hoga, Mushakil kam hai" and there he said that...... so underrated i was . well i went back and waited for the moron. now in the waiting area people really started noticing me,offering me help,if i was a black helpless widow who lost her son somwhere in the papers.

well there is was......as soon as my clock showed me the figure of 5. i really started getting pissed. after 15 minutes he called me and told me about his arrival. i was expecting an entourage or at least some puppy faced henchmen. but he was,alone, and drenched in his own shameful act of arriving late on scene. well i accompanied him to the sixth floor again_sharing the lift with plenty of guys bitching about their rivals. i remember once i tried to cover my ear,then tried to bite nails.....all attempts failed and just couldn't ignore their existence.

My task was simple,as i knew it already. checking over people. its pretty much like hovering over people. once they are stuck on your head, they just keep on buzzing and noticing. my head met a person who was like a new graduate, new teacher. he was showing some interest in joining the group. he took my number and promised to meet me tomorrow.well i couldn't ask for more, the plan i brought here was simple and easy, keep me hear down and do whatever is assigned.im not supposed to be loyal ,just responsible and just. my stomach really started giving me warning in form of loud alarm signals coming directly from my stomach and i really wanted to leave. i guess my supervisor wasn't interested in work either so we left. he offered me a lift_an offer i couldn't refuse_ we left and dropped on campus, from where i got a bus and got home. Damn tiring day...... !!