Its 29th of march and 3pm on the dial and im waiting for my head/supervisor in the waiting area of LAHORE BOARD OFFICE ,everybody hates waiting and so do i,not becoz im guilty of being late, im just guilty of being little responsible. i remember when one of my friends Hassan Farooq told me about this internship. it seemed fascinating and really really tempting cuz of some gud bucks but the problem was that i take things really easy and simple. never try to complicate my ideas and working,keep it simple and keep it low,unless and until i have something to prove to somebody. that y im sitting over here, i gotta prove something. well i called my head for like three times and he kept on telling me to wait, wait and more wait.

im now losing some weight,not because i have eaten anything for last 6 hours but due to my brain is loosing some patience. i came here on BUS and asked 2,3 people for the address. there are some lost faces sitting in front of me, waiting for someone. alot of young people come here as far the counting of old people is concerned, damnnnn they are all over the place, now i know y the system is soo poor. well earlier i tried to search the whole place, just to pass time, on the sixth floor_where my head was supposed to meet me_ was full of so called learned people.as soon as i moved out of the lift, the fat chubby creature looked at me in disbelief. instead of escorting me to my destination he started questioning me about my reason of coming. When i tried to explain it, a grin smile appeared on his chubby face with full of sarcasm. " YR ap say nai hoga, Mushakil kam hai" and there he said that...... so underrated i was . well i went back and waited for the moron. now in the waiting area people really started noticing me,offering me help,if i was a black helpless widow who lost her son somwhere in the papers.

well there is was......as soon as my clock showed me the figure of 5. i really started getting pissed. after 15 minutes he called me and told me about his arrival. i was expecting an entourage or at least some puppy faced henchmen. but he was,alone, and drenched in his own shameful act of arriving late on scene. well i accompanied him to the sixth floor again_sharing the lift with plenty of guys bitching about their rivals. i remember once i tried to cover my ear,then tried to bite nails.....all attempts failed and just couldn't ignore their existence.

My task was simple,as i knew it already. checking over people. its pretty much like hovering over people. once they are stuck on your head, they just keep on buzzing and noticing. my head met a person who was like a new graduate, new teacher. he was showing some interest in joining the group. he took my number and promised to meet me tomorrow.well i couldn't ask for more, the plan i brought here was simple and easy, keep me hear down and do whatever is assigned.im not supposed to be loyal ,just responsible and just. my stomach really started giving me warning in form of loud alarm signals coming directly from my stomach and i really wanted to leave. i guess my supervisor wasn't interested in work either so we left. he offered me a lift_an offer i couldn't refuse_ we left and dropped on campus, from where i got a bus and got home. Damn tiring day...... !!